you said you care..
you said you were there
i gave myself up again to you
i really really hope that that decision won't come back slapping me in the face
you know i find it hard to trust people.
prove to me that you care.

because while typing this, i had that ever so familiar numb feeling you get in your abdomen. and that is usually a bad omen. but only god knows
my feelings are about to burst in a colourful array of black and white contrast colours. too fill up this world with all its made up of, disappointment, betrayal and depression.