as the countdown for PMR goes down to 2digits now. and will go down to 98days in 8minutes
pressure starts to amend, my adrenaline hormones are increased, my brain craves for more knowledge, i realize a sudden increase of interest in books and school and studies these days. i have been reading many books and not those kiddy novel fun stuff but books i got from my dad.
while each day i wake up, this pressure increases. but it doesn't feel stressful, strange to say it feels nice.
and yet i still can't understand why, WHY is my class still as noisy as it was on the 1st day of school? why is no one acting pressured? why is everyone still laughing? playing games on their hand phones? some of you may say they do not wish to be pressured, but really my mum told me, pressure is good when you apply it on just nice. not too hard and not too soft. but i see no apparent pressure on some of my classmates. you may insult me on being a hypocrite but if you are from my class and reading this, ever stop just a moment in class, why everyone is in their happy place talking and laughing, and when you keep quiet you can barely hear yourself think? it is that noisy. its hard to listen to the teacher when half the class is shouting and yelling. trust me. i don't blame anyone. each person has their choices to make. some may choose to keep quite other may choose to have fun. but WOW is it very noisy. i just don't get it.
i do not speak for the anyone in the class, but i am speaking as an individual.
Tuesday, June 30
Monday, June 29
to her
when i saw your face, i felt all warm
whenever i talk to you i feel so happy
when i think about you i feel so positive
when i have you with me, i don't need the world
you brought back happiness to me :)
i am very grateful i have you with me
thanks :)
whenever i talk to you i feel so happy
when i think about you i feel so positive
when i have you with me, i don't need the world
you brought back happiness to me :)
i am very grateful i have you with me
thanks :)
+ unrelated but wow I'm starting to like Avenged Sevenfold again.
except Dear God because it was so horribly raped by people
except Dear God because it was so horribly raped by people
Saturday, June 27
ilysm
and i love that girl :)
yes i love that girl
i love that girl
with all my heart
'Cause she understands me
And no one else does
No one else does
i gave her a piece of my heart and a piece of my soul
<3 :)
yes i love that girl
i love that girl
with all my heart
'Cause she understands me
And no one else does
No one else does
i gave her a piece of my heart and a piece of my soul
<3 :)
and i'm feeling good
i am feeling sooooo fuckingggggg
AHH happy eh :) hahah i love tonight soooo fucking MUCH seriously!!!!!!!!!!!
- GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD
- GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
- AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
- HAPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
AHH happy eh :) hahah i love tonight soooo fucking MUCH seriously!!!!!!!!!!!
timmons
i would like to advertise this:-
andy timmons, a great guitar player,
is coming to Kuching :) YES you read right kuching
he's going to do a clinic at Crowne Plaza on17th JULY. which is a friday.
its starting around 7pm.
tickets are sold at lepo. the one near wisma saberkas and hock lee
tickets should be priced around RM40? around that.
if you are a student from lepo, its only RM35.
tell your friends. he is a great player. hope to see you there
rock on
andy timmons, a great guitar player,
is coming to Kuching :) YES you read right kuching
he's going to do a clinic at Crowne Plaza on17th JULY. which is a friday.
its starting around 7pm.
tickets are sold at lepo. the one near wisma saberkas and hock lee
tickets should be priced around RM40? around that.
if you are a student from lepo, its only RM35.
tell your friends. he is a great player. hope to see you there
rock on
To the media.
as i already stated
the media are a bunch of fucks.
all of them just want to milk this tragedy dry of its commercial worth
since when did the media loved him so much?
after all those reports of calling him a gay pedophile
seriously what a bunch of jackasses
i watched e true Hollywood stories.
about Michael Jackson.
fuck was i pissed.
those people who accused him of being a pedophile.
that fucking family just wanted his goddamn money.
arrogant assholes.
those allegations on him were VERY heavy.
a lot of people accused him.
but have nothing to proof it. what a bunch of fucks.
i know you may say i am over reacting. but really, did they really have to do that?
*edit*
AND SERIOUSLY
stop with the fucking pedophile jokes
Friday, June 26
pmr motivation
i would wish for this white one the most
2nd choice
last resort
if they don't sell any KH i guess i just have to go with the standard esp. Good enough though
My mum said i could get one of this guitars :D
KH signature series. Price tag : RM4000
fuck the Playstation 3, i want this
Condition : 8A's (damn)
well looks like i have to do my best but I'm motivated now
hehe
to you
Michael Jackson.
One of the many short lived legends.
and one of my personal heroes.
like cliff and elvis. we all miss him.
though i never revealed my love for him.
i always kept a special place for the King.
his life was ended yesterday.
a legend which fell and was about to rise.
like many faced hardship because of the media.
i personally blame the media for all your hardships.
because of the gossips and speculation of his scandals and his downfall.
i remember. growing up. my mum buying a Michael Jackson tape.
i was young and understood nothing of music and my english was not advanced enough to pick up lyrical meanings and words
but when my mum popped in his tape. and the first tune i can still remember that came out was Thriller. and my young mind processed the sound into my brain and for the first time. i was bobbing my head. to music. it may sound a little over exaggerated or dramatic. but his music was the first artist which made me dive into music. to explore it and finally get involved in it.
i will never forget the feeling of the first time i heard thriller. how much i loved it. looking at his pictures. amazed on how much talent is found in him. then when grew older discovered youtube. and searched his videos how mesmerized i was when i saw his dance moves. never knowing the human body could do such acts. he is loved by many. maybe hated by some. but no one can deny that he IS a true legend of music and the true meaning of talent and passion in music. he made pop music good. he is the golden age of pop. unlike how mainstream music and artists like Britney Spears and Lady Gaga has raped the great genre which Michael Jackson took and turned into gold. Keeping ass shit music of the 21st century aside, Michael Jackson will always be remembered in our hearts. no matter 2 years have passed, 4 or 6 years. he will still be remembered. his songs played on radio, his videos being played over and over again in television. his songs being repeated everywhere around the world in everyone's computers, ipods etc. Michael Jackson. you are a true legend and a true musician which only comes once in a lifetime. no one can ever pull off the greatness of your musical career. only you could. for you are not only the King of Pop but the King of Music
Rest in peace Michael Joseph Jackson.
your legacy will live on and on. <3
only people that could see happiness in this is the record company
get ready for multiple releases of his albums, shirts, collector edition etc. the record company will milk this tragedy dry of its commercial worth
One of the many short lived legends.
and one of my personal heroes.
like cliff and elvis. we all miss him.
though i never revealed my love for him.
i always kept a special place for the King.
his life was ended yesterday.
a legend which fell and was about to rise.
like many faced hardship because of the media.
i personally blame the media for all your hardships.
because of the gossips and speculation of his scandals and his downfall.
i remember. growing up. my mum buying a Michael Jackson tape.
i was young and understood nothing of music and my english was not advanced enough to pick up lyrical meanings and words
but when my mum popped in his tape. and the first tune i can still remember that came out was Thriller. and my young mind processed the sound into my brain and for the first time. i was bobbing my head. to music. it may sound a little over exaggerated or dramatic. but his music was the first artist which made me dive into music. to explore it and finally get involved in it.
i will never forget the feeling of the first time i heard thriller. how much i loved it. looking at his pictures. amazed on how much talent is found in him. then when grew older discovered youtube. and searched his videos how mesmerized i was when i saw his dance moves. never knowing the human body could do such acts. he is loved by many. maybe hated by some. but no one can deny that he IS a true legend of music and the true meaning of talent and passion in music. he made pop music good. he is the golden age of pop. unlike how mainstream music and artists like Britney Spears and Lady Gaga has raped the great genre which Michael Jackson took and turned into gold. Keeping ass shit music of the 21st century aside, Michael Jackson will always be remembered in our hearts. no matter 2 years have passed, 4 or 6 years. he will still be remembered. his songs played on radio, his videos being played over and over again in television. his songs being repeated everywhere around the world in everyone's computers, ipods etc. Michael Jackson. you are a true legend and a true musician which only comes once in a lifetime. no one can ever pull off the greatness of your musical career. only you could. for you are not only the King of Pop but the King of Music
Rest in peace Michael Joseph Jackson.
your legacy will live on and on. <3
only people that could see happiness in this is the record company
get ready for multiple releases of his albums, shirts, collector edition etc. the record company will milk this tragedy dry of its commercial worth
there has been some speculation or rumors about me
i know there are many going around.
well i hope there isn't
well i would like to be the first to say
IT IS NOT FUCKING TRUE.
you people don't even know the FACTS or what happened. and already creating preposterous ideas in your mind.
really FUCKed up
its soo annoying when someone suspects something and then just spread it
FUCK ish
i know there are many going around.
well i hope there isn't
well i would like to be the first to say
IT IS NOT FUCKING TRUE.
you people don't even know the FACTS or what happened. and already creating preposterous ideas in your mind.
really FUCKed up
its soo annoying when someone suspects something and then just spread it
FUCK ish
to a legend, to a hero, to a brother of islam
rest in peace youyou will always be in our hearts
king of pop
you redefined music
you redefined the term when you go black there ain't going back
your America's and musics best selling acts and artists.
you are loved by all
you will always be in our hearts
you will always be The King Of Pop
we will love you
i will love you
may Allah bless your soul
and may we all meet in heaven
Alhamdulilah you chose the path of light, Islam
your legacy will always be remembered.
your albums, your songs, your lyrics, your videos
will go down in history as one of the most successful music acts ever existed
it feels weird
it feels awkward
the world is not the same without you
you had to beat it? gave us a thriller. its ok you were a smooth criminal
we love you Michael Jackson
August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009
<3
August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009
<3
Thursday, June 25
Wednesday, June 24
life is funny.
it has its way of turning something so beautiful too something so hideous.
haha well mine was exactly like that
now i don't know what the fuck is happening.
why? maybe i know why. but that's just a guess.
well life has to be this way. i guess i just have to adapt to it. yeah
hmm
people i have trusted so much. seem so unfamiliar to me now.
people that i have learned to connect with, share things with, just love and cherish are like strangers to me now. maybe its just me. well yeah. maybe it is. i have learned many things and some are not easy to take in. as my friend had told me,
friends are very easy to find, its that kind of friend which stays with you. no matter the condition or situation. i guess I'm still trying to find that type of friend. if he or she exists.
I'm getting sick of life and the people in it. I'm disgusted to say the least. I'm not pointing fingers at ANYONE. i swear. i blame no one. i will never blame anyone. its just that someone that i happen to trust so much became like a stranger to me now. nothing is worth it nowadays. everything seems meaningless. the world is just not how it was. times change. people change. things change. but change is coming in to fast and hit me at the most abrupt time. what should i do now? i can't trust anyone anymore. and i can't do a fucking thing about how everything is. well when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. i HATE that saying. life has to go on i guess. people come and go. everyone just left. bye. life moves on. with metallica
it has its way of turning something so beautiful too something so hideous.
haha well mine was exactly like that
now i don't know what the fuck is happening.
why? maybe i know why. but that's just a guess.
well life has to be this way. i guess i just have to adapt to it. yeah
hmm
people i have trusted so much. seem so unfamiliar to me now.
people that i have learned to connect with, share things with, just love and cherish are like strangers to me now. maybe its just me. well yeah. maybe it is. i have learned many things and some are not easy to take in. as my friend had told me,
friends are very easy to find, its that kind of friend which stays with you. no matter the condition or situation. i guess I'm still trying to find that type of friend. if he or she exists.
I'm getting sick of life and the people in it. I'm disgusted to say the least. I'm not pointing fingers at ANYONE. i swear. i blame no one. i will never blame anyone. its just that someone that i happen to trust so much became like a stranger to me now. nothing is worth it nowadays. everything seems meaningless. the world is just not how it was. times change. people change. things change. but change is coming in to fast and hit me at the most abrupt time. what should i do now? i can't trust anyone anymore. and i can't do a fucking thing about how everything is. well when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. i HATE that saying. life has to go on i guess. people come and go. everyone just left. bye. life moves on. with metallica
Saturday, June 20
i heard the news about yesterdays freak accident in school from alex & elaine.
i hope hes fine.
arrow in your neck isnt a really nice thing :(
hope you get well soon eventhough i dont know you.
x
-from Dora
ouch yes you get well soon mr.
ahahah gago :p
but an arrow to the neck is fucked
really i had a tingle in my neck when i read this.
goddamn
guitar :)
today i fixed my guitar :D after a week or so of the Estring broke(?) or snapped i guess. ahaha and i feel good. my fingers feel awesome. and finally i can learn another song :D hahaha let me tell you metallica songs hurt to play. i am an ametuer ok? don't blame me -_- hahaha its loads of fun to jam to metallica :)
ATTENTION two awesome bands Metallica and Megadeth.
it seems gay of me to always use smileys. i feel gay :\ hehehe
i love my guitar <3 hahahaha
i'm planning to get a washburn nuno bettencourt n-40. its surprisingly cheap its only 990 :) and trust me washburn is NOT a cheap brand. its an all american brand which is awesome. people like Anthrax use it etc. so yeah. i want an esp but i can't find one in kuching. i have to go to kl :\ and i know how shitty MAS is when it comes to luggage care. i don't blame the whole cooperation but SOME of the workers are shit. really. hahaha one of my luggage bags broke last time. yeah. haha enough of that. an average esp is at least 1k. well i think. haha the model i want, i heard, to be 4k and thats just standard pick ups. no seymour duncan or kirk hammett custom pick up. hahaha
and my mum said i could get anything i wish for if i get 8A's :) motivation!
WELL tonight i went out with dad. me and him, and watched Terminator Salvation. haha
it was awesome. not to say like OMG LIKE IT WAS SO GOOD I HAD AN ORGASM WATCHING IT. its like yeah its ok hahah i am very stupid. the t-600 was cool. the story line reminded me A LOT of Resistance the game. haha seriously. well not so but quite a lot. if they made a movie based on the game. they should really cast Christian Bale as Cole. hahaha Christian Bale was not that good in the dark knight. i prefer him in this movie. it was tons better. hahaha the ending was inspiring. but i don't want to spoil anything if you happen to not see it hahaha. well now i wish they made a movie based on Resistance the game :( that would be really awesome! haha chimerans :)
ok its 3.30 now
toodles :)
ATTENTION two awesome bands Metallica and Megadeth.
it seems gay of me to always use smileys. i feel gay :\ hehehe
i love my guitar <3 hahahaha
i'm planning to get a washburn nuno bettencourt n-40. its surprisingly cheap its only 990 :) and trust me washburn is NOT a cheap brand. its an all american brand which is awesome. people like Anthrax use it etc. so yeah. i want an esp but i can't find one in kuching. i have to go to kl :\ and i know how shitty MAS is when it comes to luggage care. i don't blame the whole cooperation but SOME of the workers are shit. really. hahaha one of my luggage bags broke last time. yeah. haha enough of that. an average esp is at least 1k. well i think. haha the model i want, i heard, to be 4k and thats just standard pick ups. no seymour duncan or kirk hammett custom pick up. hahaha
and my mum said i could get anything i wish for if i get 8A's :) motivation!
WELL tonight i went out with dad. me and him, and watched Terminator Salvation. haha
it was awesome. not to say like OMG LIKE IT WAS SO GOOD I HAD AN ORGASM WATCHING IT. its like yeah its ok hahah i am very stupid. the t-600 was cool. the story line reminded me A LOT of Resistance the game. haha seriously. well not so but quite a lot. if they made a movie based on the game. they should really cast Christian Bale as Cole. hahaha Christian Bale was not that good in the dark knight. i prefer him in this movie. it was tons better. hahaha the ending was inspiring. but i don't want to spoil anything if you happen to not see it hahaha. well now i wish they made a movie based on Resistance the game :( that would be really awesome! haha chimerans :)ok its 3.30 now
toodles :)
Thursday, June 18
its just a matter of trust
you know. trust is extremely hard to find. yes you can trust some people. but its the pure honest trust you'd get once or twice in a lifetime that's part impossible to find. i just can't seem to find anyone to trust anymore. and yeah i keep blogging everyday now because as i said its hard to find someone to trust. i have had my personal share of betrayals and treachery that left me traumatized. it really is hard to find trust. i can't project my feelings and thoughts to anyone. as i know this blog is set too public people have to begin to "suspect" things. well those things aren't true. don't always believe what you read. i have this book my dad bough The Trouble With Islam Today. as i said i wish to improve my English greatly i shall look into my dads personal library of books and just read. if it happens that the H1N1 case is confirmed I'll be quarantined for 2weeks and i wish to spend that time reading and improving my studies. well if that happens at least. but I'll just read just for the hell of it. it looks like a good read though. hahaha well yeah :) keeping away from that, the world as i see today is really just messed. Iranians are having protests, H1N1 is spreading at a alerting rate unsurprisingly, war, murder, rape, scandals and corruptions just to mention a few problems are what we are exposing to kids these days. my mom told me this story of a 7year old kid, related to me in some weird way telling his little brother and i Quote - "Adek jom ambil pisau, kita bunuh nenek. Sebab nya selalu marah kita" which directly translates to, "Hey bro lets take a knife and kill grandma because she always scolds us". see how things are affecting children these days? i personally do not blame the movies we are airing in our tv stations only, but also the news. the news that kids read some are just not for them to take in at that age. yes parents will argue, kids need information to survive, its general knowloedge etc... well you see some kids are getting it the wrong way. i am not blaming anyone as i am still 15years old and does not have the rights to voice up or comment about things as i still quite have a long way to go. but really think, if kids are watching the 6pm news, alone, and they show air the news, A girl was raped bla bla bla and kids would think wow that is cool. and the story just keeps on going. you are know saying that i am an idiot on ranting on something that doesn't mean shit. but in my school i have seen lots of small children's minds corrupted by our entertainment market and just scarred at a young age. call me stupid but its just a fruit for thought :)
till then
salutations
till then
salutations
i'm losing hope
my faith is fading away
my depression increasing in a drastic rate.
breakdown meter up to i guess a 10.
what the fuck what do i do know meter a 12
SHIT
became
i lost all hope
my faith is totally gone
my depression just overloaded
breakdown meter up to i guess a 100.
what the fuck what do i do know meter a 120.
EXTREME SHIT
my faith is fading away
my depression increasing in a drastic rate.
breakdown meter up to i guess a 10.
what the fuck what do i do know meter a 12
SHIT
became
i lost all hope
my faith is totally gone
my depression just overloaded
breakdown meter up to i guess a 100.
what the fuck what do i do know meter a 120.
EXTREME SHIT
anxiety
hello. i slept
and awoke from my sleep with an questionable feeling of anxiety and feelings of urgency.
for god knows why i felt like that. i woke up my heart was beating very fast, my head was fucked and i can't even stand up. god knows why i felt so. well yeah :\ i feel unhealthy and i need to do something. hang with friends. question is WHO? hahahaha only friends i've been out always is with atul's gang. they are all currently studying out of town :( now i have no one to go out with
don't ask about my school life. its fucked. i have a bad headache. and my spirit is totally down. I'm so very down right now. i need something to cheer me up. sadly, nothing could. i know some people reading this would react "apa jak lah, gk sa" and etc etc but you just don't know the start on how i am feeling. :\ well yeah. if you are experiencing what i am you'd be doing the same exact thing. its 9.30 she hasn't reply my email. my hopes are fucking down and my faith has gone flying out the window. as life is fucked. nothing can actually fix this :| i should just back off and stay away because it will get ugly as Atul adviced me. well lets see how she replies :(
and awoke from my sleep with an questionable feeling of anxiety and feelings of urgency.
for god knows why i felt like that. i woke up my heart was beating very fast, my head was fucked and i can't even stand up. god knows why i felt so. well yeah :\ i feel unhealthy and i need to do something. hang with friends. question is WHO? hahahaha only friends i've been out always is with atul's gang. they are all currently studying out of town :( now i have no one to go out with
don't ask about my school life. its fucked. i have a bad headache. and my spirit is totally down. I'm so very down right now. i need something to cheer me up. sadly, nothing could. i know some people reading this would react "apa jak lah, gk sa" and etc etc but you just don't know the start on how i am feeling. :\ well yeah. if you are experiencing what i am you'd be doing the same exact thing. its 9.30 she hasn't reply my email. my hopes are fucking down and my faith has gone flying out the window. as life is fucked. nothing can actually fix this :| i should just back off and stay away because it will get ugly as Atul adviced me. well lets see how she replies :(
1980-1986
i really wish i was born in a time when trouble was nothing. and everyone was happy and just gleaming with joy. a time where problems were just a small pebble in life's road. where nothing could go wrong. the time when metallica was born :( when cliff was alive, when heavy metal was getting recognition. when everything felt so right and nothing ever felt wrong. where things were simple as 1,2,3 and nothing was ever complicated. when guitars were guitars, music WAS music and bands were awesome. why can't i exist in that solid time period? hearing the petrifying metallica in kill em all. watched as dave was kicked out. as heavy metal was being populized by the masses.
well i had to be born where 2genocides has taken place. a war is erupting. where people are all corrupted by the minds of politicians and by money. the time when the most innocent of souls could be turned into the heartless of minds. today peace is as meaningless as love. love is dying at times like today. fights, deaths, rape, murders are an everyday thing. a bomb erupted in a mosque no one would be surprised. children are getting raped, being sold as sex slaves, being tortured, misused, their innocent faces broken, beat and scarred.
its all just really fucked
i wish to be there :(
R.I.P
Cliff Burton '79-'86
"The best bassist who ever lived."
every Metallica fan misses you :(
Cliff Burton '79-'86
"The best bassist who ever lived."
every Metallica fan misses you :(
Wednesday, June 17
yowzaaaaa
i took this off someones blog HEHE
well this was interesting -_-
no whacking off to him then
i would really want to see the face of his wife when she opens up his pants.
HAHA ok i am very very mean :(
seriously kesian though :|
it sucks when its small but
when you have nothing at all?
"KANGAR: While the birth certificate of 10-month-old Muhammad Nabil Mustaqim Rodzake states that he is male, he lacks a penis.
When he was born without the male organ last Aug 10 at the Tuanku Fauziah Hospital, he was subjected to a DNA test which confirmed he had more male characteristics.
what bothers me in this picture is his dad
doesn't he looks happy?
well sure i have no right to comment on him but is that a smile?
Unusual condition: Rodzake and Zatul Bazamah showing their son Muhammad Nabil at their home near Kangar. — Bernama
Nabil Mustaqim was also born without a right thumb, right ear and proper eyelids.
His mother, Zatul Bazamah Abd Rahman, is now seeking help from medical specialists to fix the problem.
Zatul Bazamah, 26, said:
“We are sad to think that he will grow up without the male organ, and the emotional stress that awaits him.”
The baby – the second child in the family – is now receiving treatment at the Tuanku Fauziah Hospital and Sultanah Bahiyah Hospital in Alor Star.
“We have been told that our son needs to wait a little longer for suitable treatment for his genitals while his other physical defects could be fixed with plastic surgery when he is four years old,” said Zatul Bazamah at the family home in Kampung Batu Lima near here.
The baby’s father, Rodzake Namis, 34, hoped the treatment could be carried out as soon as possible. — Bernama"
look what number it is!
2
i love you :(
Written by zaim/edruce :) on No Life Til' Metallica 5 hours 29 mins ago
More blog entries: Disposable Heroes - Metallica too much to comprehend i need to do something :( waiting for the havens
i was scrolling around feedjits top kuching blogs
i am not really sure whether its true
but i found MY blog in the number 2 spot.
there are lots of number 2s -_-
but its cool just to be enlisted :)
will update more :D
if this isn't true, i feel oh so fucking stupid
i was scrolling around feedjits top kuching blogs
i am not really sure whether its true
but i found MY blog in the number 2 spot.
there are lots of number 2s -_-
but its cool just to be enlisted :)
will update more :D
if this isn't true, i feel oh so fucking stupid
set you free
you know, you can see in the community today that quite a number of teenagers are OBSESSED with mobile phones! some aren't obsessed but quite a lot
walk down in the town you'd see everyone holding a phone or playing with one
i am quite ashamed to admit i quite am one -_- urgh
WELL these past few days I've abandoned my phone
i haven't touched it since this afternoon
and let me tell you this
it fucking ROCKS
ok you get a text your excited
OK that's stupid no you don't -_-
umm life is better off without hand phones
my ipod is all that i need :)
every time that i want to sleep i start to doze off
BOOM my phone rings
but since i abandoned it i felt so calm :)
haha my depression has nothing to do with my hand phone!
that's just sad -_-
its been day 3? i think off no hand phones and it seems clear that for the next 2 weeks i'm not going to fucking touch it
Just do it , experiment
don't text or call anyone (unless needed too) for a day or two and trust me, you'll feel much more calm and better.
whether its just me but it feels nice without it :)
WELL until YOU come back then its back to hand phones with me HAHAHA :p
walk down in the town you'd see everyone holding a phone or playing with one
i am quite ashamed to admit i quite am one -_- urgh
WELL these past few days I've abandoned my phone
i haven't touched it since this afternoon
and let me tell you this
it fucking ROCKS
ok you get a text your excited
OK that's stupid no you don't -_-
umm life is better off without hand phones
my ipod is all that i need :)
every time that i want to sleep i start to doze off
BOOM my phone rings
but since i abandoned it i felt so calm :)
haha my depression has nothing to do with my hand phone!
that's just sad -_-
its been day 3? i think off no hand phones and it seems clear that for the next 2 weeks i'm not going to fucking touch it
Just do it , experiment
don't text or call anyone (unless needed too) for a day or two and trust me, you'll feel much more calm and better.
whether its just me but it feels nice without it :)
WELL until YOU come back then its back to hand phones with me HAHAHA :p
can't sleep on this tonight
i wonder, if there's anyone that suffers like me -_-
well that's a one in a million chance
school tomorrow -_-
bitch muchhh
urgh as my blog is the only place where i can truly spit my thoughts out
i wanted to write this post about something
which i Forgot -_-
i feel so stupid.
and i have this feeling of anxiety inside of me
my hearts beating fast yeah :(
well maybe because today is Thursday
and its when she makes her decision
ah this is fucking my feelings up
if it doesn't go through the way i plan
call this dramatic and shits but i will fucking kill myself -.-
well that's a one in a million chance
school tomorrow -_-
bitch muchhh
urgh as my blog is the only place where i can truly spit my thoughts out
i wanted to write this post about something
which i Forgot -_-
i feel so stupid.
and i have this feeling of anxiety inside of me
my hearts beating fast yeah :(
well maybe because today is Thursday
and its when she makes her decision
ah this is fucking my feelings up
if it doesn't go through the way i plan
call this dramatic and shits but i will fucking kill myself -.-
How to's #1
How to be a Kuching Chinese Gangster (stereotypes)
remember your chinese so WEAR THOSE SHADES!
so you won't look like this
its like he can pull of the smiley -.- so easily
RESPECT!
- Grow hair and change it into some retarded do like you popped your head into the toilet bowl flush 10times and dry :) the wanna be emo look is also a good look
- LONG NAILS are a must, the longer they are the more intimidating you look.
- take a wira, make the engine louder and play loud music while driving WINDOWS DOWN and making a mean look and glare to who ever is looking at you
- act all tough and speak with the words "liao, lah, haiz, and use the symbol ~ when starting or ending a sentence" remember to end your sentence with a one! for example why like that one! to keep it simple speak the most fucking broken retarded English ever existed to man kind. Like shown below : (taken from an anonymous blog)
Haiz~ We never go Singapore Flyer… But heng never go cause I going be late meeting my other groups of friends... After eating, I faster headed back home and changed up and met Kevin at Hougang Mrt Station about 11.45pm... We took cab to St. James Power Station...Engineering Mathematics" lesson...
- make sure you wear a big baggy hoodie and baggy trousers.
- make "MACIBAI! or PUCIBAI" an everyday word for yourself
- make sure you have gang members or friends who look EXACTLY like you. which for chinese people should be easy
- act all Hitler like and cruel so people will be SCARED
- this applies to many of you WEAR DEODORANT!
- wear a buttoned shirt and unbutton the first 2 or 3 buttons(?) hahaha -_-
- when standing around always make a "cool" pose to scare people
- you are Chinese, SO embrace it by buying cheaply made and so called "branded" shit which was made from China. we all know you really don't have that much money
- FINALLY use shades as your small eyes may not have the best of glares and stares
remember your chinese so WEAR THOSE SHADES!
so you won't look like this
its like he can pull of the smiley -.- so easilyRESPECT!
PS i'm not rasict its just for fun :)
if you happen to get offended just leave a message in my chatbox
haiya why offend one laa -.-
PSS if theres anything you would want to point out any mistakes or anything
the same thing leave a message in my chatbox
if you happen to get offended just leave a message in my chatbox
haiya why offend one laa -.-
PSS if theres anything you would want to point out any mistakes or anything
the same thing leave a message in my chatbox
Disposable Heroes - Metallica
1.put your iPod/iTunes on shuffle.
2.for each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got this from.
based on my faverites playlist
SOMENONE SAYS 'IS THIS OKAY' YOU SAY
Sofa Song - The Kooks
WHAT WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Do You Wanna - Kooks
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Whoa - Paramore
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
A Message - Coldplay
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Lonely Cat - Kooks
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Under Curfew _ MGS
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Whiplash - Metallica
WHAT IS 2+2= ?
The Unforgiven - Metallica
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTFRIENDS?
Tanker Accident - MGS
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Its So Easy - Guns N Roses
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Beware The Beast - Firewind
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Something In The Way - Nirvana
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lovers In Japan - Coldplay :)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Down On The Farm - Guns N Roses -_-
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Everyday Normal Guy - Jon Lajoie (WOW)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
But Honestly - Foo Fighters :(
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
At Dawn - MGS -_-
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I Cum Too Fast - Jon Lajoie HAHAHAHAHA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Dumb - Nirvana AHAHA
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Tuesday's Gone - Metallica
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
How Do You Do - Foo Fighters
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
By My Side - Dream Evil
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
I Remember You - Skid Row
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
The Outlaw Torn - Metallica
WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
You Have Survived - Firewind
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Sinner - Drowning Pool
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Something Stupid - Frank & Nancy Sinatra aww :)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Out To Get Me - Guns N Roses
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Breadfan - Metallica -_-
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Disposable Heroes - Metallica
OK have to go my dads glaring at me while i'm playing computer
HAVE TO STUDY :(
i need to do something :(
my prescription to cure this fucking depression
drumming :( i happen to NOT have a drum set.
life is just so damn good isn't it :)
bright side
i've been trying oh so very hard to keep my mind off things. yes.
i have been suffering from manic depression these past few days.
some things i did was beyond idiocy and just in simple words Stupid.
well feeling like the little pathetic man i am.
only bright side is
tomorrow is Thursday :)
and Thursdays are always going to be a favourite day for me :)
and I've been really interested in HP Lovecraft's work these days :) he has such an imaginative mind. i am going out and trying to find some of his books about the Cthulu Mythos.
i am very inspired by his work which is excellent to say the least. i might start to right something of my own.
imagine an alternate dimension, which was ruled by several gods, names the Outer Gods and the Great Old Ones. check the websites out its in my Wherever You May Roam section. hahaha
i have been suffering from manic depression these past few days.
some things i did was beyond idiocy and just in simple words Stupid.
well feeling like the little pathetic man i am.
only bright side is
tomorrow is Thursday :)
and Thursdays are always going to be a favourite day for me :)
and I've been really interested in HP Lovecraft's work these days :) he has such an imaginative mind. i am going out and trying to find some of his books about the Cthulu Mythos.
i am very inspired by his work which is excellent to say the least. i might start to right something of my own.
imagine an alternate dimension, which was ruled by several gods, names the Outer Gods and the Great Old Ones. check the websites out its in my Wherever You May Roam section. hahaha
go cry about it why don't you?
my life right now is in line with an electric chair
if that happen to makes any sense
i feel my english to be a little short of vocabulary.
i really wish to improve my english.
imagine your in a pitch black cave 10miles underground. is there a bright side to that? me don't think so. how retarded are times today. some lives are made for a purpose. well i wish to know what is mine. what is the sole purpose of my existence? people are made for something, well i don't know who quoted this but he or she said, a person is made for nothing, its what the person does that makes something. if that makes sense? well if that is true i guess i have to make something out of well nothing.
i feel so shit that there really is no one to output my thoughts too. well the present is shaped by the past. my past wasn't so great. call me sad, pathetic, stupid give me all the insults you have. you just would not understand the feeling which i kept inside of me. i wished for many things but what i truly wish for is just for some human company, so i'd feel at least a little bit of love. but god denied it. whether it was an act of karma or it was just my plain old unfortunate luck.
this has been my 4th i think post about this and i just can't seem to get over it.
as the saying goes, when life gives you lemons, make lemonades,
my rants and thoughts have been quite dull.
ok toodles :)
if that happen to makes any sense
i feel my english to be a little short of vocabulary.
i really wish to improve my english.
hahaha keeping that aside
i've been ranting about my feelings and thoughts reading them over and over, without looking at the bright side.imagine your in a pitch black cave 10miles underground. is there a bright side to that? me don't think so. how retarded are times today. some lives are made for a purpose. well i wish to know what is mine. what is the sole purpose of my existence? people are made for something, well i don't know who quoted this but he or she said, a person is made for nothing, its what the person does that makes something. if that makes sense? well if that is true i guess i have to make something out of well nothing.
i feel so shit that there really is no one to output my thoughts too. well the present is shaped by the past. my past wasn't so great. call me sad, pathetic, stupid give me all the insults you have. you just would not understand the feeling which i kept inside of me. i wished for many things but what i truly wish for is just for some human company, so i'd feel at least a little bit of love. but god denied it. whether it was an act of karma or it was just my plain old unfortunate luck.
this has been my 4th i think post about this and i just can't seem to get over it.
as the saying goes, when life gives you lemons, make lemonades,
my rants and thoughts have been quite dull.
ok toodles :)
Tuesday, June 16
someone stop this train
you know, i've learn't many things in life
people come and go
some stay with you
apparently from the point where i am.
people just go,
no one is staying
yeah also this quote i hear many times
boys do not cry
well to say that to me is just stupid
as i have cried many several things which i had done
but for the first time in my life i cried, for someONE.
not because of break ups and shits but because i miss her so much :(
i felt lonely and alone to the point where i could just hang my self on the wall
yeah i am dramatic and too over emotional at points.
but that night was really going over board.
and eating medicine didn't help shit at all.
NEVER again will i take 3strips of panadiene.
a massive headache mixed with how hard i was bursting my tears never did help to
call this gay but we all get emotional
just that night something caused me to just went beyond that line
which i can assure you i never did cross before.
i came to this choice, is life worth living right now?
well i've succumbed to depression many times and i'm not surprised
but never to the point of which i would burst in tears.
well this is just another one of life's oh so cheer up moment.
sadly and might i add pathetically no one was there to cheer me up! :(
as the only person that could cheer me up from this is just miles away.
it is true
love is a tool
love is just a four letter word
love is just another word for depression and sadness
although in some lucky bastards life, love is happiness, well not sure that could apply to me sir
well salutations friends
people come and go
some stay with you
apparently from the point where i am.
people just go,
no one is staying
yeah also this quote i hear many times
boys do not cry
well to say that to me is just stupid
as i have cried many several things which i had done
but for the first time in my life i cried, for someONE.
not because of break ups and shits but because i miss her so much :(
i felt lonely and alone to the point where i could just hang my self on the wall
yeah i am dramatic and too over emotional at points.
but that night was really going over board.
and eating medicine didn't help shit at all.
NEVER again will i take 3strips of panadiene.
a massive headache mixed with how hard i was bursting my tears never did help to
call this gay but we all get emotional
just that night something caused me to just went beyond that line
which i can assure you i never did cross before.
i came to this choice, is life worth living right now?
well i've succumbed to depression many times and i'm not surprised
but never to the point of which i would burst in tears.
well this is just another one of life's oh so cheer up moment.
sadly and might i add pathetically no one was there to cheer me up! :(
as the only person that could cheer me up from this is just miles away.
it is true
love is a tool
love is just a four letter word
love is just another word for depression and sadness
although in some lucky bastards life, love is happiness, well not sure that could apply to me sir
well salutations friends
yknow when depression has you in its grip?
holds you so tight your barely able to breathe?
and when you try to get over it. oh you do so very well to run away from it
it just appears right at the end of the corner?
and yes i do quite sound pathetic and sad and lonely
but i really have no one to go too.
i guess this is just one of life's fucked moments.
just have to live with it.
well looks like its the end of the line for me
salutations everyone :)
holds you so tight your barely able to breathe?
and when you try to get over it. oh you do so very well to run away from it
it just appears right at the end of the corner?
and yes i do quite sound pathetic and sad and lonely
but i really have no one to go too.
i guess this is just one of life's fucked moments.
just have to live with it.
well looks like its the end of the line for me
salutations everyone :)
Monday, June 15
Friday, June 12
power metal!
my search for other good metal bands have ended.
i have found a vigorous none screaming no growling nothing death good pure awesome metal.
wow metal has never sounded this good since i fell in love with metallica. if you love metal, wanna checkout some new bands. here is the place. where underground bands are given a chance to show themselves. :)
fuck all those mainstream shit. ne-yo rihanna all that shit. its just pure fucking money nonsense. metal is where the honesty and passion of music comes from. also alternative rock :) haha and indie/independant bands :)
hahahahaha pop, rap, hip hop is pure fucking nonsense
http://www.youtube.com/user/CenturyMedia
i recommend
poisonblack
dream evil
firewind
just go check it out
i have found a vigorous none screaming no growling nothing death good pure awesome metal.
wow metal has never sounded this good since i fell in love with metallica. if you love metal, wanna checkout some new bands. here is the place. where underground bands are given a chance to show themselves. :)
fuck all those mainstream shit. ne-yo rihanna all that shit. its just pure fucking money nonsense. metal is where the honesty and passion of music comes from. also alternative rock :) haha and indie/independant bands :)
hahahahaha pop, rap, hip hop is pure fucking nonsense
http://www.youtube.com/user/CenturyMedia
i recommend
poisonblack
dream evil
firewind
just go check it out
Tuesday, June 9
and childhood memories regain
finally a disney movie
a CLASSIC GOOD disney story
PLEASE GOD NO HANNAH MONTANA OR ALL THAT BULLSHIT
cthulu
heres an interesting read for you all
WARNING IT IS A CULT SO CAREFUL ON WHAT YOU DO.
I AM ONLY INTERESTED IN THE MYTHS!
THE STORY OF THE SO CALLED OUTER GODS.
THE DECISION TO JOIN THIS CULT IS IN YOUR HANDS.
AS FOR ME I'D STICK TO BECOMING MUSLIM
BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT IS AN INTERESTING READ
http://members.shaw.ca/csstrowbridge/Tulzscha/MainPage.htm
WARNING IT IS A CULT SO CAREFUL ON WHAT YOU DO.
I AM ONLY INTERESTED IN THE MYTHS!
THE STORY OF THE SO CALLED OUTER GODS.
THE DECISION TO JOIN THIS CULT IS IN YOUR HANDS.
AS FOR ME I'D STICK TO BECOMING MUSLIM
BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT IS AN INTERESTING READ
http://members.shaw.ca/csstrowbridge/Tulzscha/MainPage.htm
top 100 influential drummers
as many if us play the drums or what so ever,. i stumbled upon this article of the most influential drummers. most jazz, swing or fusion
as you can see im a metal head
i like jazz and blues but not as much as metal
and alternative rock
nevertheless i was not shocked to see my idols appearing in this article
well this are my favourites
comment me on yours :)
let me know
i'm open to everyones opinion
and the list below are MY favs :) thanks
I don't think many of you know him. but he replaced Cradle of Filths drummer Adrian Erlandsson. he has a youtube channel i recommend you check it out. you'll know the reason why i like him :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/marthusdrummer
he's channel GO NOW :)
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Daniel and Adrian Erlandsson
ADRIAN ERLANDSSON
DANIEL ERLANDSSON
adrian is ex drummer of metal band Cradle of Filth. and daniel's with arch enemy. i may not a be a big arch enemy fan but i love daniel's work :) hahaha he is just super awesome. and adrian is super good with his ex band cradle :) haha adrian is currently working on his new band Paradise Lost. wish i had a drummer brother :(
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as you can see im a metal head
i like jazz and blues but not as much as metal
and alternative rock
nevertheless i was not shocked to see my idols appearing in this article
well this are my favourites
comment me on yours :)
let me know
i'm open to everyones opinion
and the list below are MY favs :) thanks
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1.Lars Ulrich
Born - 11/1963 | Nationality - Danish |
Genre - Heavy Metal
Proof that you don't need to rely on super-chops to rise to the top of the rock pile, Lars Ulrich applies solid rather than scintillating skills to the kit, excelling at short, single-stroke rolls and double kick drums. He has an ear for unusual rhythms, and if big cymbals are your thing, look no further. One of rock's great drummers.
Top 5 tracks:
1. Motorbreath (Metallica)
2. Fight Fire With Fire (Metallica)
3. And Justice For All (Metallica)
4. Sad But True (Metallica)
5. Frantic (Metallica)
you've got too love the Ulrich :) unusual beats and good sense of rhythm made me love this guy :)
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2.Mike Portnoy
Born - 04/1967 | Nationality - American |
Genre - Progressive Metal
Prog metal was a joke when Mike co-founded Dream Theater, but they have redefined the genre, releasing albums of complexity and ambition. Some think that DT sacrificed good songwriting for technicality, but 10 million album sales can't be wrong?
Top 5 tracks:
1. Pull Me Under (Dream Theater)
2. The Mirror (Dream Theater)
3. A Change Of Seasons (Dream Theater)
4. Just Let Me Breath (Dream Theater)
5. Kindred Spirits (Liquied Tension Experiment)
he's the portnoy? what else is there to say :) a bigg influence on me he is good
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Dave Grohl
Born - 01/1969 | Nationality - American |
Genre - Rock
Dave's combination of hardcore power, punk fury, and hard rock grooving was essential to Nirvana's sound. His massive subsequent success with the Foo Fighters and many guest spots for Queens Of The Stone Age, Juliette And The Licks, Killing Joke, and even Tenacious D have cemented his place as alternative rock's most recognisable drummer.
Top 5 tracks:
1. Smells Like Teen Spirit (Nirvana)
2. Drain You (Nirvana)
3. Monkey Wrench (Foo Fighters)
4. My Poor Brain (Foo Fighters)
5. No One Knows (Queens Of The Stone Age)
the grohl, a mighty fucking beast on drums :) started out with nirvana now running his own four man crew The Foo Fighters. One of my favourite bands :) live on grohl. can't wait for your next album :) theres nothing bad you can say about him
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Joey Jordison
Born - 04/1975 | Nationality - American |
Genre - Heavy Metal
You wouldn't want to find him in your wardrobe, but the scariest thing about Jordison is the brutal double kick work that has elevated his band 'Slipknot' from pantomime villains to metal overlords since 1999's Slipknot album. He is the face, hands and feet of modern metal. No wonder he's #1.
Top 5 tracks:
1. Surfacing (Slipknot)
2. Opium Of The People (Slipknot)
3. The Blister Exists (Slipknot)
4. Duality (Slipknot)
5. Danger - Keep Away (Slipknot)
everyones favourite joey jordison :) hahaha one of metals most famous drummers. famous for his amazing double bass. not the best but certainly ONE OF the best
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Taylor Hawkins
of course not forgetting Hawkins. Since i listened to foo fighters i was amazed at his drumming.he was sadly cut from the list but his name was honoured in it. hawkins you ROCK :)
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Martin Marthus Skaroupka
I don't think many of you know him. but he replaced Cradle of Filths drummer Adrian Erlandsson. he has a youtube channel i recommend you check it out. you'll know the reason why i like him :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/marthusdrummer
he's channel GO NOW :)
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Daniel and Adrian Erlandsson
ADRIAN ERLANDSSON
DANIEL ERLANDSSON
adrian is ex drummer of metal band Cradle of Filth. and daniel's with arch enemy. i may not a be a big arch enemy fan but i love daniel's work :) hahaha he is just super awesome. and adrian is super good with his ex band cradle :) haha adrian is currently working on his new band Paradise Lost. wish i had a drummer brother :(
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ok so thats my list
hope you enjoy
tell me your s :)
AND a list of my favourite guitarists coming out sooner or later
hope you enjoy
tell me your s :)
the link to the article is HERE
http://www.total-drums.com/drummers.html
http://www.total-drums.com/drummers.html
AND a list of my favourite guitarists coming out sooner or later
Monday, June 8
my freaking idol
i hope i grow to be this guy
i respect him soo much
i hope my metal spirit never dies
and i vow to not let it to die
and get sucked in by the gay mainstream songs that we today call music
metal will forever live in my soul
screw david archuleta, britney spears rap pop and hip hop
metal will rule you all :)
too the METAL!
weight lost?
i agree with yasmin halim
the most annoying thing that god made
was weight
i lost weight
and gained weight
people always say
zaim aih ktk makin
i quickly say
TAUK KMK BAH
hahahaha yes weight is fucked
i feel a pressure to lose weight
but i also don't give a fuck
AHHH
the most annoying thing that god made
was weight
i lost weight
and gained weight
people always say
zaim aih ktk makin
i quickly say
TAUK KMK BAH
hahahaha yes weight is fucked
i feel a pressure to lose weight
but i also don't give a fuck
AHHH
Sunday, June 7
and you say?
i miss sydney :(
i miss how i'd forget all the shit and just be with my family
i miss how i'd see white people and not fucked up kuching people
i miss how my head was empty and nothing was inside
i miss how cold it was outside
i miss how i'd shiver in the cold
i miss sydney opera house
i miss how'd we'd walk and not use a car
i miss seeing hot white chicks HAHA
i miss my head being calm
i miss bondi beach
i miss how everything was fine
i miss how not turbulent like it is today
i miss how everything was what it was
i miss you
i miss how it would be nice and not fucked up
i miss having an excuse to wear my sweater and not sweat in it
i miss seeing the cute small suburban houses
i miss the blue mountains
i miss plane rides
i miss darling harbour
i miss the tall buildings
i miss the weather
i miss the holiday
i miss how i'd forget all the shit and just be with my family
i miss how i'd see white people and not fucked up kuching people
i miss how my head was empty and nothing was inside
i miss how cold it was outside
i miss how i'd shiver in the cold
i miss sydney opera house
i miss how'd we'd walk and not use a car
i miss seeing hot white chicks HAHA
i miss my head being calm
i miss bondi beach
i miss how everything was fine
i miss how not turbulent like it is today
i miss how everything was what it was
i miss you
i miss how it would be nice and not fucked up
i miss having an excuse to wear my sweater and not sweat in it
i miss seeing the cute small suburban houses
i miss the blue mountains
i miss plane rides
i miss darling harbour
i miss the tall buildings
i miss the weather
i miss the holiday
Saturday, June 6
this is HQ
AHH kojima how could you T________T
make metal gear for SHIT BOX!?
fuckk that is not right
why not call those fucking americans and tell them to make a HALO for PLAYSTATION
you sold out to MONEY
and not for the love of making games
there goes Solid Snake
no more a pride for the playstation
screw you kojima
bye bye perfect score
hello average
bye bye perfect graphics
hello average joe
bye bye everything Metal Gear
hello everything Not metal gear
make metal gear for SHIT BOX!?
fuckk that is not right
why not call those fucking americans and tell them to make a HALO for PLAYSTATION
you sold out to MONEY
and not for the love of making games
there goes Solid Snake
no more a pride for the playstation
screw you kojima
bye bye perfect score
hello average
bye bye perfect graphics
hello average joe
bye bye everything Metal Gear
hello everything Not metal gear
ever lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng
i can fucking cross of
now MGS4 and Killzone 2 i'm getting together with the ps3 and what else HMM
maybe prototype if it gets good ratings and Guitar Hero Metallica must get get hahaha
sydney was terrific
i had moments which i completely zone out and completely forget kuching
but it all goes back in
you never really did got out of my head
spent a lot of time thinking about things
realizing things hahaha
anddd i got 3foos cds and 1foos dvd and 3ps3 games :) alhamdulilah :D hahaha thank you mum and dad for all of it
i love you guys :)
i still miss youu :(
and always did :( hmmmmm its not fair
- infamous
- resistance 2
- resistance fall of man
now MGS4 and Killzone 2 i'm getting together with the ps3 and what else HMM
maybe prototype if it gets good ratings and Guitar Hero Metallica must get get hahaha
sydney was terrific
i had moments which i completely zone out and completely forget kuching
but it all goes back in
you never really did got out of my head
spent a lot of time thinking about things
realizing things hahaha
anddd i got 3foos cds and 1foos dvd and 3ps3 games :) alhamdulilah :D hahaha thank you mum and dad for all of it
i love you guys :)
i still miss youu :(
and always did :( hmmmmm its not fair
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