can't sleep on this tonight

i wonder, if there's anyone that suffers like me -_-
well that's a one in a million chance
school tomorrow -_-
bitch muchhh
urgh as my blog is the only place where i can truly spit my thoughts out
i wanted to write this post about something
which i Forgot -_-
i feel so stupid.
and i have this feeling of anxiety inside of me
my hearts beating fast yeah :(
well maybe because today is Thursday
and its when she makes her decision
ah this is fucking my feelings up
if it doesn't go through the way i plan
call this dramatic and shits but i will fucking kill myself -.-